Wednesday, August 2, 2017


Married twenty years today.  I'm not sure any words are needed to describe this.  Except for the twenty written here.

Sunday, March 19, 2017

Favorite Shoot of Last Year


As promised, actual photography.

My favorite single picture last year was this one.  It is my favorite for a number of reasons.  First, its a good picture, it wouldn't be my favorite if it wasn't.  But, that particular project was long term.  The fact that it drew to an end also marks a big change in my life, so that is hanging on that one too.  Its funny, this week intersects with that portion of my life too.


But, that isn't why we are here right now.  We are here to explore my favorite overall shoot.  This one was my favorite overall shoot, again, for a number of reasons.  First, I'm happy with the results.  Second, this was a HS Senior shoot, which I really like.  I've said before, it is nice to have that mixture of a kid, an adult, as well as the the wide open future looming ahead.  It was really easy for me, she has been in front of cameras before.

The only hiccup were the jerks in this car.

Pro tip ... don't stop your car in the street, roll down the window, and act like complete [expletives deleted]. Next outing I'm carrying baseballs, and I am not opposed to throwing them through windshields.

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

2017 Goals (and Failure)

This photo is painful.  See the little red arrows pointing to what is about 1mm of white space?  That 1mm cost me from achieving one of my archery practice goals, which is to get 20x on a 1/2 face at 1/2 distance.  It wouldn't usually be too bad, I have gotten many19x's before, it is pretty much my average.  But this time it was painful.  I felt like I got slapped in the face.

That shot happened on the 3rd arrow of my last end. But I didn't know I missed*, the shot felt right, and its tough to judge the tiny face with fletching blocking the view. The last two shots were center punches, and I went up up to the target thinking I could check off one more goal.  But no, I'm still chasing this one.  But I'll get it.  But, it wasn't today.

It got me thinking about goals, disappointment, failure, last year, and a few other things.

The first thing I noticed when I looked back at my photo goals from last year one thing stood out.  I didn't actually do any of them.  The car one gave me a lot of anxiety, because I desperately want to do it, I just haven't gotten any timing to work!  Its one of those I need to find collaborators for and that hasn't gone so well so far.

The other one, well, that one should have been easy.  But, alas, it was not done either.

However, they were the only two goals I didn't achieve last year.  But, still, I had targets and missed them.

This year I have one photography goal.  Shoot more, shoot to have fun, and share more. I also really want to shoot cars with my pinhole camera, I have for two years.  I have all the stuff I need except the cars!

Archery.  I want to do some organized shooting outside.  I also want to get a target bow.  But, the latter is a want not a goal, so we'll see.

Bookwise, I like the pace I have had for the last 5 or so years, but I am behind.  I need to pick up my game to maintain it this year.  I have two waiting for me on my Kindle right now!

Otherwise, I'll participate in activities as the mood strikes.

Next post will be photos from my favorite outing of last year.

*I still am unsure why I missed. Which is troubling me greatly at the moment!  😄

*Update* - 1 Week Later.... I got all 20.  The last few were a bit dicey.  I was much calmer last week.

Sunday, March 5, 2017

Even More Models


It has been quite a while since my last post. I will do better. I will visit last year's goals (a disaster for the most part), and discuss what I plan to do this year with this blog. One of the things I have done that was on my goal list was to build up models. You see, I ended up with a large stash (for me) of Bandai Star Wars kits. There was some concern that the Disney Banhammer was going to prevent these kits from being sold in the US, so I bought many of them. From what I understand "real" modelers are not bothered by large amounts of unbuilt kits sitting around. However, it is driving me nuts, so I am working my through them.


The latest two I finished were an X-wing fighter kit that I kept fairly clean, and Darth Vader's Tie Fighter Advanced to chase it around.  As an aside, the Bandai Tie Fighter models might be a good choice for you if you are interested in building a Star War's kit but do not want to paint it.  You could use a marker to line the panel markings, apply the kit-supplied stickers on the interior, and spray it with a rattle-can of Testor's Dull Cote to take the sheen off. It would look pretty good.  You could even decide to go "crazy" and look up on Youtube how to use a wash to accent the panel lines and dirty up the surface a little bit.

Tie Fighter Advanced

I also built another little SD Zaku II kit, to go with my first one.  I added some of my own details to his shield, helmet, and some armor enhancements with plasticard bits.  I also used some after market decals.

It is a little ironic I did the "grunt" figure much better than the hero one.  But, that is to be expected.  I was just learning how to airbrush with that first model, and I've done a few more kits since then.

Don't worry, this will not become a blog about models.  In fact, the next actual content post will be about my favorite photo shoot from last year.

Saturday, August 20, 2016

More models

Alas, probably not the models you thought when you saw the title.  More on that below.

Roughly a year ago, I finished I completely finished the first model kit I had done in a long, long time.  I quickly followed that with the second kit.  That one I was pretty motivated to work on diligently because gifts have deadlines.

This year I finished a few more.  I did an older SD Gunpla kit I had lying around from a while ago.  It isn't pictured.

I painted up a starter box for Privateer Press' Warmachine game.  They are painted to a gaming standard.

I am nearly complete with Star Wars Snowspeeder kit from Bandai.  I need to matte coat it when the weather hasn't made my house as humid as a sauna.  I also built the Trooper figure from Bandai's Star Wars Speederbike kit.

I'm not much of a model builder, so this is a bit unusual.

I haven't done as many pictures as I'd like, partially because of all these things probably.  However, I want to change that.  I am looking for people that will spend an hour or two with me to work on chasing "one" picture together.  During that time, I also want to capture a frame or two with my pinhole camera -- those will be experimental, and likely feel slow and fiddly while were making them.  

I'm interested in doing portraits of individuals, no groups, etc.  Anyone interested?

Monday, August 1, 2016

Ride the Lightning

Ride the Lightning

It has been a little while since I posted much on here photo related.  Of course that is the point of this whole endeavor, which means I am failing it miserably.  We did go to the beach again this year.  We didn't go last year.  I will have a post in the near future about that.  Don't worry, its not vacation snapshots like I posted before.  It is mildly more interesting than that.

However, when we were there I got to watch a storm out over the ocean, and I had the chance to actually photograph it.  It was the first time I was able to capture lightning.  I have wanted to since I made the song project a more-or-less permanent personal project.

The song in question is Metallica's Ride the Lightning, from the album of the same name.  That particular album has my favorite Metallica song on it, Fade to Black.  The little intro to that song was one of the first things I learned how to play on the guitar.

But this isn't about Fade to Black, but about Lightning.

Witnessing this storm, and actually capturing it, inspired me to post again.  It is a bit ironic that this fits in more with a landscape theme, than the portraits that I really love. Hopefully I'll ride this wave of enthusiasm into more frequent posting.

Click on the top picture to see it better on Flickr.

Nineteen Years

Its become a bit of a tradition to celebrate our wedding anniversary on August 2.  Mostly, this is because we got married on August 2.  August 2, 1997-- 19 years ago, which explains the blog post's title perfectly.

Nineteen year's is not really a long time.  I hope we have 3 or 4 more nineteen year cycles in us.  That is pushing the limits of a human lifespan hard though.

No matter how many we have left, I want to spend them all with her.  Hopefully she agrees. I'm pretty excited to have reached this point.  I also know I wouldn't have wanted any other path in life than the one I'm on with her right now.

To bring this in line with past posts, I shall say a small piece about the number 19.

It feels like a strange number to me, there aren't too many things that stand out when I think of "19".

But there are two.

A go board is a 19x19 grid.  The game grows on the board organically, each player adding to the board, compromising with the other, disagreeing over this area or that area, or the meaning of a previous move, giving up areas to your playing partner, and so on.  In the end, there is an eventual winner, but its the path to the end that matters.  That is a bit like life I think.  It certainly is a bit like marriage, except for the winner part.

The only other think I an think of, off hand, regarding the 19 is it became important in the later novels of Stephen King's Dark Tower, and popped up everywhere.